Its been a while..

Yes it has. Its been a while since I last blogged anything worthwhile reading about. The past week has been rather frustrating. But I've learnt alot in the past week. I've learnt to put up with people, I've learnt to be nicer to people, and of course, to forgive.
I've been feeling irritated with a close friend of mine, for a little while now. I hate to say it, but I went on an all out campaign to show my irritation and frustration. I kept silent whenever I was near him, or whenever he spoke to me. Of course, in the period of 4 days or so, he must have gotten the message and we sorted things out.
I must say that it was a stupid thing for me to do; immature, insensible- plain stupid. But I have learned alot. I've learned that no two people are the same, no two people have the same expectations for something, and no two people can always agree on everything. We all are different, and starting on the premise that all people are the same breeds conflict.
On my part, I was wrong. I hate to admit, but yes, I was. I just couldn't cope with myself and the situation I was in. I couldn't understand that some people in the world aren't as ideal as one should be- and I got really frustrated.
But learning is always a tough process, at least tough enough to make a significant impact in my life. I should never live to gratify my instantaneous desires- desires to prove myself right, desires to show superiority. In the long run, its gonna hurt me bad.
Yet again, life has handed me a wonderful lesson never to be forgotten. It hurts, but it's worth it. The things that hurt instruct. And I am, now, a wiser me.

Me, Myself and I..

Its always hard when you're always feeling down. The worst part- it doesn't seem to go away. It feels sick; and I'm sick of being sick.
Exams are just about 7 weeks away. I just got my monthly assessments- at the rate I'm going, I won't be getting the desired results. Time to buckle up and start studying really hard.
My mom visited me the last weekend. I asked to check the swell on my hand (it hasnt' yet heal completely) It seems that I had a fractured bone. I don't know how exactly I manage to last all this time. Its healing already, so there won't be any need to have an X-ray or to see a doctor but there is still a lump on the back of my palm.
Anyway, its only 2 weeks to the end of this term. Then I shall be having a 2 week break. After the break- only 3 weeks to my exams. I'm screwed.
The athletics meet has already started. I'll be running the 1500m today. I don't feel fit to run at all. Then on Monday I'll be running the 400m relay. Its gonna suck.

That's all for now. I can't think of anything else to complain about. =)

Me, Myself and I..

Time and time again, I get the feeling that blogging is just a big waste of time. I feel it becoming more of a burden than a pleasure; maybe because I'm just not connected to my emotions and my mental faculties. Possilby. Anyway, as expected, the past week has come and gone without making any significant impact on my life. I'm still pretty much who I am. There were one or two things that were really interesting though..
Ever admired someone so badly but seem invisible to that particular person? Well, I was. Note- I was. But I no longer am. =) It feels great. But thats about it. Nothing really amazing.
This week:

• I just had my chemistry exams. It was bad. I'll be having math tomorrow. Its gonna get screwed real bad. =(
• I've discovered- I'm no longer fit to run. Not at a competetive level at least. I've grown a lot in the past year.(side ways that is)
• I'm getting the flu. It doesn't feel nice. I'll stay alive though..

Signing off now.. Cheers..

Me, Myself and I..

The past week was rather relaxing. I went back home for the weekend and took a chill pill. Feels great just chilling out. Lucy, my dog, had her ears cropped. Hopefully it'll turn out nice. Mom's birthday was on Friday, but we celebrated it on Sunday- we went to a japanese buffet. I didn't really like the food, but it was ok.
Forecasts of the week:

• It'll be a boring week. I'm not sure if there'll be anything worth blogging about.

the end..

Me, Myself and I...

Its been an eventful weekend. We had a rugby match against Victoria Institution and Sekolah Teknik Tuanku Jaafar. Winning VI certainly felt like sweet revenge.(RMC lost to them in the debates last year) However, we lost against SSTJ. They were really good.
Disaster struck again this time. Just 5 minutes into the game agaisnt SSTJ, I got injured. I tackled someone and we both fell. I was trampled on by an oncoming teammate and my right palm got stepped on- I got substituted. My palm looks pretty much like a baloon now. Its bloated up and bruised (possibly a ruptured vessle). I'll post up pictures when I get them downloaded onto my com. One thing I learnt from this injury- my left hand can do much more than I give credit to.
This week:

• Studies are a constant source distress that teases my conscience. I hate to admit, but I am afraid of the exams. Its slightly less than 2 months from now.
• The athletics meet is in 3 weeks time. Training has already started. I'll most probably be taking part in the 800m, 1500m and 4x400 relay. If all goes well, I'll be able to win myself some medals =)
• Its hard to explain how I really feel. In short, I'm tired- too tired to elaborate...