Its been a while..

Yes it has. Its been a while since I last blogged anything worthwhile reading about. The past week has been rather frustrating. But I've learnt alot in the past week. I've learnt to put up with people, I've learnt to be nicer to people, and of course, to forgive.
I've been feeling irritated with a close friend of mine, for a little while now. I hate to say it, but I went on an all out campaign to show my irritation and frustration. I kept silent whenever I was near him, or whenever he spoke to me. Of course, in the period of 4 days or so, he must have gotten the message and we sorted things out.
I must say that it was a stupid thing for me to do; immature, insensible- plain stupid. But I have learned alot. I've learned that no two people are the same, no two people have the same expectations for something, and no two people can always agree on everything. We all are different, and starting on the premise that all people are the same breeds conflict.
On my part, I was wrong. I hate to admit, but yes, I was. I just couldn't cope with myself and the situation I was in. I couldn't understand that some people in the world aren't as ideal as one should be- and I got really frustrated.
But learning is always a tough process, at least tough enough to make a significant impact in my life. I should never live to gratify my instantaneous desires- desires to prove myself right, desires to show superiority. In the long run, its gonna hurt me bad.
Yet again, life has handed me a wonderful lesson never to be forgotten. It hurts, but it's worth it. The things that hurt instruct. And I am, now, a wiser me.