Still Learning..

Even as the days go by here in KTJ, I come to realise that I still have so much to learn about life. Yesterday was a lesson that I will remember. We were given a suprise physics exam 2 days ago. Yesterday, we got our results. Simply unbelievable. I got a miserable 22% for the exam.
Some of you might argue that grades are merely alphabets which carrry no meaning. But to me, its a great deal. This is the first time I've ever failed an exam. Even through tougher times, I've never failed to deliver. But this time, I was unvictorious.
And so I carry on with my ramblings. But nothing I say or do will change my grades. Its a blemish, a dark spot on my record and my reputation will definitely be tarnished.
Back to the point; its a lesson that life is teaching me. Its ok to fail, but for my own sake, Do something about it. There is no greater lesson than having to fail, for failure somehow teaches you more than anything else does. Indeed, things that hurt, instruct.
I am left to ponder about my recent failure. I could just give up and resent and despise Physics. But thats wrong. Behind every catastrpohe, I believe that there is a lesson to learn. Therefore, I stand confident that my failure will lead me to greater heights. I won't be discouraged, I won't lose heart and I won't give up. I can't.
I'm on a scholarship....